i was at a traffic signal today and like i was going to go through the light but made a left instead and i realized it was a bad decision a few seconds later and i said, “fuck, i should have stayed straight” and then laughed for like a solid two minutes
I got my meds changed from Prozac to Effexor. I got sleeping pills too. Maybe this will stop me from crying 24/7.
I wish I lived in a universe where true love was a thing. Sometimes, I forget that we’re not like fucking Dean and Castiel and that you could stop loving me (like you have). Sometimes, I forget that this pain is all one-sided.
In other news, I can barely get out of bed or do anything productive. I’m so fucking broken.